A NEW DAY ...

Its Saturday, the 1st of AUGUST, its now 4.06 am ... I can't seem to sleep.

So I sit here, writing this.

Ryan seem to wake up every couple of minutes, crying for me, wanting me to hold him, touch him, assure him, that I am here ....

I wonder if he knows that I'm wide awake, that I can't sleep ...

& he just wants to keep me company.


Its now 4.34 am, I will try to lay my head down & not think of my broken heart.

Its hard ... but I will try.

Soon dawn will break ... I wonder what the day will be, I wonder what the world has in store for me!

I Hate You Then I Love You BY CELINE DION & PAVAROTTI


CELINE
I'd like to run away from you
But if I were to leave you I would die
I'd like to break the chains you put around me
And yet I'll never try

PAVAROTTI
No matter what you do you drive me crazy
I'd rather be alone
But then I know my life would be so empty
As soon as you were gone

Impossible to live with you
But I could never live without you
For whatever you do

CELINE
For whatever you do

DUET
I never, never, never
Want to be in love with anyone but you

CELINE
You make me sad
You make me strong
You make me mad
You make me long for you

PAVAROTTI
You make me long for you

DUET
You make me live
You make me die

CELINE
You make me laugh
You make me cry for you

PAVAROTTI
You make me cry for you

DUET
I hate you
Then I love you
Then I love you
Then I hate you

CELINE
Then I love you more

DUET
For whatever you do I never, never, never
Want to be in love with anyone but you

PAVAROTTI
You treat me wrong
You treat me right
You let me be
You make me fight with you

CELINE
I could never live without you

DUET
You make me high
You bring me down
You set me free
You hold me bound to you
I hate you
Then I love you
Then I love you
Then I hate you

PAVAROTTI
Then I love you more
I love you more
For whatever you do

CELINE
For whatever you do

DUET
I never, never, never
Want to be in love with anyone but you

PAVAROTTI
I never, never, never

CELINE
I never, never, never

DUET
I never, never, never
Want to be in love with anyone but you
But you

I'm With You by Avril Lavigne

I'm standin' on the bridge
I'm waitin' in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound
Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?

It's a damn cold night
I'm tryin' to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you
I'm with you

Hmm hmm hmm .....
I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know?
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone
Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?

It's a damn cold night
I try to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you
I'm with you
Yea yea

Oh, why is everything so confusing?
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yea eee yeah, yea eee yeahYea yee yea, yea eee yeah,yeah

It's a damn cold night
Tryin' to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand?
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you, yeaI'm with you, yea

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you, yeaI'm with you, yea
Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I'm, I'm with you, ohI'm with you
I'm with you

I Can't Make You Love Me by Bonnie Rait (1991)


Turn down the lights
Turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize
Don't patronize me.

Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
Cause I can't make you love me if you don't.

I'll close my eyes, then I won't see
The love you don't feel when you're holdin me
Mornin will come and I'll do what's right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight.

Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
Cause I can't make you love me if you don't.

Seasons change ...

Feelings change ...

People change ...