Saturday, May 9, 2009

BEFORE I WAS A MOM



Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom, I had never been puked on.

Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night ...

Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests.

Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at nightwatching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down.

I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt!
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom, I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body
I didn't know how special it could feelto feed a hungry baby.

I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.

Before I was a Mom, I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wondermentor, the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much, before I was a Mom.


In retrospect ...

These words are so true & all Mums out there have been through it one way or another.

Motherhood is full of challenges but its also full of love, joy & devotion.

We wouldn't have it any other way.

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